just venting. you dont have to read it. i'm just speakin my mind
Current mood: chipper

so how the fuck do you tell someone something you've been needing to for a really long time now?!? i just dont know how to do it. i'm scared. but on the other note, i've been reading this book lately and i like it; its very interesting and it made me realize alot of shit. talks about getting even isn't the thing to do blah blah blah all that good stuff. but shit who said i had to listen right? hahaha although i'm as happy as can be right now, i didn't forget about you 3 babygirls that be lookin at my page day to day. KARMA WILL strike you, even if you ARE happy heh. god don't forgive no nasty bitches. your goin to hell...ALL OF YOU. thanks for givin up your nasty shit to a nigga that wasn't even yours. cuz now? i'm better, more happier, and can see the brighter side of daylight. "GOOD THINGS COME TO THOSE WHO WAIT?!" BITCH PLEASE. you need to analyze that people wont be rewarded for the scandalous shit they do.you fucked up. you all did. and for the other hoodrat, better keep your man at your side at all times, CUZ YOU WOULD KNOW ABOUT HOMEWRECKERS these days. yeah soo this shit is old, happened two months ago blah blah write a blog in response i gives a mean fuck damnit, you bitches piss me off. it NEVER gets old to me, cuz you know how i felt about him. yeah i obviously look at your shit every now and then? so fuckin what. what else is myspace for right? "myspace aint nothin but trouble" someone once told me that, hahaha and its true. now what else can you say? exactly. SHIT.. movin on, i'm fine. retired cornics, hahahah i'm lovin it like crazy. makes feel like heaven. i miss it, but i'll get it again soon....

dear heart,

today i met a boy...prepare to shatter....HAHAHAHAH huh erm. for real though. hahahah makes me laugh everytime. but you know what?!?! its about that time to just MOVE ON....there's a sweetheart who gives nothin but continuous happiness.....so why not just take a chance?!? you can't brush off people forever and blame it on your past relationships. and thugs? please, aint down for that shit. no more i have enough of that kinda bullshit in my surroundings. hahah. so anyway venting is good now the whole world knows but who cares. pointless; but helped. 

DRIGA, its the best thing that ever happened to me. am i crazy kim or what? shit... "crazy for you..touch me once and you know its true.." hahaha i love madonna. i want to "dasani" it again!!!

by the way, my dad is comin here on sunday....i cant wait. let's drink.

<3FEBELYN ANNE PEREGRINO CUEVAS<3

GOODBYE SUMMER...HELLO INDEPENDENT WORLD
Current mood: accomplished

what can i say? this summer got off to a bad start but hey i picked up right where i'm really supposed to be. i'm hella gonna miss this shit. i know nothin is really gonna change except i'm gonna be more busier than ever but i've experienced new things this year that i never thought i would. did things spontaneously and it was amazing. to all my friends i love you all you've kept me sane through all these struggles and i'm realizing that better days are entering my life. although i gotta maintain in strength myself you guys made it alot easier. now i'm gonna be workin hard tryin to survive this crazy world livin on my own, and studyin hard to go to where i'm destined to be. how sad. we've all been to school together for the past how many years and this is the first time i'm goin to a different one. i shoulda went with you guys but it's okae i'll transfer if i dont like where i'm at but i have to do this for myself yeah know. charger game today was the best. i had fun, crazy drunken fucks gettin arrested, foos tryna fight eachother. and we won?!? the best. thanks cousin. haha. "time to move on, time to be strong." hahah. saw alot of people that i've missed dearly, man i swear it felt like lunch time on friday. thursday, hahahah KP how about that DASANI?!? shit let the goodtimes roll right! im gonna miss the sleepless nights, drunk and being intoxicated like fuck. but school is what i gotta do, so i'm on hold with all that stuff until our next vacation which i cannot wait for already. hah. i am for sure knowin that after tomorrow, things will be different, but i'll be in that state of happiness where i've been this summer. i can see it now. i LOVE it. and you already know. erm dogg, dont even trip every monday right? i know i wont be THAT busy for you. i especially request not to work that day just for you mmmmKAYE?!? hahah this shit never gets old, dont trip about it though. we got this. "sane sensations" homie so how about that olympic dogg? mmm.  hahah this face makes me laugh. seriously, i never thought a summer would ever top off the one of '03 but this year just did the job and i thank everyone for it. the hoes, the hoodrats, the sluts, the playas, the friends, the family, and my mentality. its a crazy life that we all live. we gotta learn how to live it the RIGHT way right. hahah just do it then bitches. alright enough of this sensitivity gotta get ready for bed cuz i'm schoolin it tomorrow! yeyah!!! not. hahah good night.

my KIDS...........these summer nights will NEVER stop. dont trip. i love you all. ....see?

mission accomplished....well majority of them. hah. independence is not easy. i give it up to those who got it on lock.

<3 febelyn

just wait
Current mood: devious

I AINT FUCKIN AROUND NO MORE. ALL 3 YOU BITCHES GONNA GET IT REAL FUCKIN SOON HOMIE! and i just can't wait bitch.

all of you done fucked up.....fucked with the wrong bitch. you'll get what you deserve skanks.